shesherealready: don’t even know what i’m feeling. i sometimes wish i was a 70 year woman. with a man who was old and wrinkly like me and i knew would never leave me. and where i was so damn sassy and confident i didn’t care what people thought of me anymore. where my grandkids were cute and i went to bible studies and me and jesus had our relationship figured out. that’d be nice.  that would be nice.